Hiding myself in your eyes

Summer Dampers.

2010-06-30T18:53:00.010-03:00

Well hello hello. Fancy seeing you here? It's been awhile hasn't it? 59 days to be exact. I'm sorry blogloveofmine. I've gone and totally abandoned you for another networking site called Tumblr. Although I may spend more time of her, I just want you to know that she doesn't know me like you do (:

Right. I just realised I was talking to my blog, which can be seen as rather.. odd, So I guess I'll stop here. Seeing as I'm in an American school now, We've hit the Summer fever, and with the summer fever, comes a cold splash of realization. As I've made it blatantly obvious in my other posts, I will be doing I.B next year. Usually there would be cheers in the background, but with such a tough course, comes LOTS of work. Yes You've guessed it. Summer Homework. The two most dreaded words in a child's vocabulary. I've got to read and annotate a book by Isabelle Allende. "The House of the Spirits".

Sounds pretty lame no? Wrong. It's actually pretty good. The beginning is pretty raw, and the chapters are never ending, but for a school reading book, I must say, I'm surprised. I mean, I've only read the first chapter, and two people have already died, but there are parts that really make you gush. For example.

One of the characters (Esteban Trueba) is in love with Rosa del Valle. The probem is, he's not as fortunate as she is. He asks for her hand in marriage, and they accept, but before they get married, Esteban wants to secure a small fortune for his bride to be. He goes up north to work in the grueling mines for 2 years, keeping in contact through letters. I won't go into detail, but basically, Rosa suddenly dies. This is one of the parts he narrates.

"I told her that those years in the mine were an irremediable loss, and that if I had known she wasn't long for this world, I would have stolen the money I needed to marry her, and built her a palace studded with treasures from the ocean floor--with pearls and corals and walls of nacre. I would have kidnapped her and locked her up, and only I would have the key. I would have loved her without interruption almost till infinity, for I was convinced that if she had been with me she would never have drunk the poison that was meant for her father and she would have lived a thousand years. I told her of the caresses I'd saved for her, the presents with which I'd planned to surprise her, the ways I would have loved her and made her happy. In short, I told her all the crazy things, I never would have said if she could hear me and that I've never told a women since. "

He's reminiscing the moment he spent the night at the grave, talking to the corpse of his bride to be. It's insanely sweet (:

Anyway. I'm pretty much done with the first chapter analysis, summary and vocab words. Yay me?

Hmmm. 1 down. 13 chapters and an epilogue to go.

Not to mention that I've got a CD of Math background I've got to get through.

Well Summer. You were great while you were still hot. I'll miss you.

OH OH. Guess who's Watching Toy Story 3 in 3D on Saturday? I've been waiting for this movie for 8 years. Am I excited? FUCKYEAH.

Oh, And

Happy Birthday Mumsy

Saya Cinta Kamu

Big 4 and for the sake of updating.

2010-05-02T19:36:00.005-03:00

WOW. It's been a LONG time. No Hyperbole intended. I should probably update the world of my situation, so here it goes.

It's been a couple of months, and lots have changed. Some for the good, some for the worse, and some for the better. Most of you have probably heard that Andrew and I have broke up. It happened on the 8th of April, 2010. It's not because I stopped loving him, or vice versa. It was the distance. It was sucking the life out of me, and it killed me to not be able to hug him, or kiss him, or even talk to him, face to face. I ended it for the both of us. I went from being an Optimist to being a realist. Some of you will understand where I'm coming from, and some of you will hate me for awhile. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry to Andrew, for breaking his heart, and to all our friends, who thought they were going to see a wedding. I'm sorry, but it hurt too much. We're 15, and a long distance relationship is the last thing we should be worrying about. Andrew, You will always be my first true love. You were the best thing to ever happened to me. I will never forget all the memories we had. I just want to thank you for everything. For caring for me for so long. For pushing through the hard times, and most of all, for letting me go. It broke your heart, and believe me, it broke mine too. Part of me will always love you.

Well. That's a mood killer. I guess.. I just want to wish all the Malaysians taking their IGCSE's a good luck. I'm sure you guys will kick ass, like you always do.

Oh. We came back from BIG 4 with a Silver (:

And I won the Green Card twice

2010-01-17T15:04:00.002-02:00

Orientation was on Friday, so... This is what my schedule looks like for the next 6 months.

Day A

Alegebra 2

Thematic Art

P.E

Chemistry

Day B

Sociology

English

History

Portuguese.

Most of you won't understand what I mean by Day A and Day B. Usually, we have a fixed weekly schedule. Well basically this alternates. So the week starts with A B A B A then the next week, it's B A B A B. It's quite interesting, because a lot more work is done, but it's frankly quite boring as well. Oh and I know What the Options are for I.B

Wait let me correct myself, There are no 'options' but this is basically what I'll be taking if I Qualify for I.B

Higher level - English, Bio, History

Standard level - Portuguese, Math, Art

The Portuguese and Art bugs me a little, but I guess I'm okay with the rest.. For now. I really hope i get into the I.B problem. I need good grades and a good interview. It's like university.

I'm actually quite scared.

2010

2009-12-30T17:12:00.003-02:00

New years is just around the corner, literally. 2 days till we scream for joy, and jump around with hope. 2 days till 2009 closes, forever. 2 days till a new chapter in all our lives opens. Why are we all so excited for new years? It's just another day. January 1st isn't as special as we think it is. I'll be honest, 2009 wasn't the best. Isn't it every year? Every year it's the same. Happiness, grief, joy, disappointment, departure, arrival. It's really all the same. We always say that next year will be special, but deep inside we have to face the facts. It won't. It never does. Every year bring something new, and every year bring joy. But with that come sadness and anger. Life is a rollercoaster.

Enough of the pessimistic ranting. I'll try to brighten things up a little, but I really can't guarantee anything. Nobody reads this anyway, so I'm not doing any harm. 365 days ago, I lived in KL and was the most optimistic person you could meet. 365 days before that, I lived in Berlin. Now I live in Brazil, probably the most miserable person you could talk to. Where will I be in 365 days?I move around way too much, and I just wished that everything would just stop and rewind. I wish I could go back to KL. I could've, If it wasn't for my Mum. Right now I don't fell like I can trust her. I don't feel like I can trust anyone anymore. That's the problem with moving around so much. You slowly loose faith.

So, although I don't believe in it, I wish you all a Happy new year.

Not like anyone reads this anyway.

What the fringe?

2009-12-19T17:16:00.002-02:00

Well, recently I cut my on fringe because I was feeling inspired, and rather bored. Also my old fringe was pissing me off. So at first it looked amazing. Then I cut it even shorter, and it sucked ass. It sucked ass for a few weeks, and now it's okay. So this is the world revealing of my.. Fringe (:

In all honesty. I don't think it's that bad.

2009-12-16T10:57:00.001-02:00

Yesterday My laptop crashed pretty badly. The reason why, My laptop officially hates me. And to make things worse, All my work was on it, so I couldn't do anything for the whole day. Time went by so Slowly. What the hell did we do before facebook was invented?

Good news though. It's working again (:

Marley.

2009-12-13T09:02:00.003-02:00

"A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn't care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he'll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary? "

That is probably my favourite quote from a Movie. And yes, you've probably guessed, it's from the movie Marley and Me. Which also happens to be one of my favourite movies. My mum and I watched it last night, for her it was probably the 2nd time, But I've watched it so many times. I always know how the movie ends, yet I cry like a baby everytime I do. I guess from an owner's perspective, it's just more touching. There's just for you could relate to. At some points during the movie, I thought to myself, "Spike does that too", or "Solo would do the same thing", or "He looks like Samson in that shot".

For those who don't know me well enough to know what those names mean to me. I'll show you.

This is spike:

Our first official family dog. We adopted him for 50Rm from the SPCA when he was only 2 months old, in March 2000.He is a mix between a golden retriever and a Spits. We adopted him because my brother was turning 10, and wanted a dog. I was six, and I named him after the dog in the rugrats (:

He is now almost 10 years old. 70 in dog years :0, He's officially the oldest. He lives in KL with my dad, and my other dog

Solo:

We adopted Solo from a family friend who's cockerspaniel had recently given birth. He had a sibling, but passed away during birth. Hence the name "SOLO" We adopted him in November 2007. He is now 2 years old.He lives in KL with my dad aswell.

He was the baby in the family, until recently. We Adopted a Golden retriever Puppy from a Brazilian Family for 250reals. His name is

Samson:

He is now 2 months old, and is so cute. But at the same time, extremely destructive. He lives with My mummy and I in Brazil.

And those are my dogs (: I love them to bits.

lost little duckling.

2009-12-12T10:06:00.004-02:00

Hey you, Yes you

My little boy from year 2.

I was forced to invite you to my 7th birthday at twinkles.

But I'm glad I did.

I wish you'd be alright, and things would magically happen the way you want them to.

I'm sorry I lost my magic wand.

I can't help you.

Nobody can.

But, please give me back my enemy from year 2.

Because you're my hero.

And I need a hero.

Now.

Find you way home now little duckling.

Your mummy's looking for you.

pergi ke mana?

2009-12-09T10:55:00.001-02:00

Daddy left today.

& I think I lost my blogging lust.

FML.

Newbie.

2009-11-21T17:19:00.003-02:00

That is how I looked like on my first day of school. Not actually starting school, but my first "trial" day. I don't mean to be self-absorbed, but I think I looked pretty. Th problem is, I didn't feel the way I looked.

I looked like this inside:

Confused

Anxious

Scared

Lonely.

I just needed somebody

somebody familiar

bring me home.

2009-11-17T09:37:00.006-02:00

The 30th of October was my last day of school ): Everybody was dressed up for Halloween, and there I was.. in Uniform. It was truly depressing. Most of the day was pretty relaxed and was quite good. I came in later than usual, not on purpose, it just happened. The last time I sat in the Office with Yea ji, Katy and Andrew. Then we had Tie check, and Ms Sime praised me infront of everyone. How I'll miss her ):

First Lesson was, History. It was probably the only lesson I actually did work in, yet it was history.. Next I had Malay. It was last time I walked with Brian. I'm really going to miss those walks, we used to talk and gossip and bitch. Geez, Brian ): I miss you. Then I had Math. We had a "Math leaving party". We ordered 8 pizza's :0 The school has this offer thing that when you order a Large Pizza, we get 1 free (: Pizza up. We had 4 pizza slices each. Can you say cheese rush? Unfortunately, i couldn't enjoy it because I had duty ): I didn't even get to have lunch with the usual people. I'm really sorry Reina, Lakshana, Nick, Sofia, Brian, Hamizah, Jenny.S ):

So I had duty. I was supposed to be Duty Officer with Rong. ButNO. He had lunch. Leaving me to run around the school, sweating like a pig, ON MY OWN. ): I should've spent it with my buddies.We had Assembly for "Deepavali" so a few people from our year did a drama. But before that, Mr Mah got up and announced my departure to the whole of Yr 11. As if that didn't touch me enough, He made Andrew get up and talk about me. It was so sweet. I cried like a baby. Thanks Baby (: .Well English ended the day. We finally started to doing a good poem. Funeral Blues by W.H Auden. What an Amazing poem. It's definitely one of my favourites. Anyway, we ended the day by playing this game, where everyone has to say a memory of me. It was really sweet. And the next thing I knew, it was the end of the day.

I spent the next hour, jumping around the field, receiving hugs, and being written on. I must say, what a way to end my day. After a while I just laid on the field feeling empty inside, it felt so surreal. After taking a few hundred photos, it was time to go ): I said my last goodbyes, and i left. It took Reina and I about 10 minutes to say goodbye, but we had to. She cried, I cried, We both cried, hugging each other over and over again. I couldn't leave her. She's mybestfriend.

The reality only hit me when I was sitting in Andrew's Bus/Van, on the way to his house. I looked back and saw the school just fade away. I read Reina's letter in the bus too. BIG MISTAKE. I cried my ass off. Thanks Reina. I really do love you. We got to Andrew's house and We showered and got ready for dinner. We were going to Dinner with Brian, Puvan, and Nick, to the Bread and Olives Cafe. I chose the place for the view. It was amazing. Andrew and I went to Czip Lee for the last time. I felt like crying, that place is Heaven. I spent 70 bucks there. 70 bucks well spent in my opinion. The place was Amazing. The mango shakes, and the food. I ate way too much. Nick playing with the Cats and, Him and I sharing Falafels. Oh the memories ):

I could've stayed there all night, just staring into the KL skyline. But it was time to say goodbye.

I didn't think it was going to be the last time I saw Brian and Nick. But it was ):

And that was my last day.

I'd like to Thank:

Reina Ravindranathan

Nicholas Chua

Andrew Chin

Brian Anand Soosay

Puvan Raj

Lakshana Kanagalingam

Katy Jones

Elizabeth Low

Natasha George

Mallika Sharma

Jean Li Tan

Krupa Narayanan

Michelle leong

Liu Piek Qian

For staying Back with me

& for making my last day of school so memorable.

I'd also like to thank my Cousins, Hamizah Jamal, Ikka Nazri , Andrew Chin and Sufhia Zalazfian for coming to the Airport to send me off. It really meant a lot guys.

So you had a bad day?

2009-10-05T07:52:00.002-03:00

Hey guys.

Haven't blogged in a gazillion years :0

Literally.

So we're well into school, and as most of you know, I'm leaving SOON.

VERY VERY VERY SOON.

in my opinion a little too soon.

I'm not having a leaving party, because using the experience from my birthday, it is extremely stressful. So, sorry guys. Don't be expecting any invitations.

Anyway.

I want to talk about my day.

Not because it was good. BUT because it was HORRIBLE.

Let's start with some background facts, shall we?

It's a Monday. The first day of the week. And I usually love Mondays, but today was just not my day.

It started with Registration, where Miss Joly gave me my personal statement back.

She said it was "Very good" and it was scribbled all over with corrections.

The first thing that popped up into my mind

" WTF? Mr curtis (My English teacher) has already corrected it?"

And then i read it =.='

I mean, i know she means well, but come on.

The comments were basically telling me to change my words.

And i would accept that criticism if it was used in the wrong context, but it was the same bloody word :|

Example.

What i wrote : I have an evenly balanced schedule.

What she re-wrote : I have a well balanced academic schedule.

For geez sake.

It's suppose to be my personal statement, My words. My freaking perspective.

NOT YOURS.

Geez. Atleast Ms Tyers managed to make me smile again.

I had Geography first thing, and we did one of her debates again (:

Jenny and I were the "Latasican Government"

We even got our own name tages (:

TEEHEE.

Anyway, Then we had Math.

Not much to comment really.

She was just really Moody. As usual..

And yeah.

She didn't feel like teaching, yet again.

So we did a revision test on Algebra.

I got 20 ):

Out of 33.

60% ):

I guess that's a B at IGCSE level..

Anyway, that didn't really help my day AT ALL.

and to make matters us we ended my academic day with PARKAR.

Oh my, that man can really make a day worse.

I wasn't even listening to him after awhile.

He moved us around again ):

Now i sit with Nikolai, Anu , Heidi, and Nick chan.

...

No comment on that really.

Everything he has went in one ear, and sped on out the other.

It was boring.

and I was starving on top of it.

And then LUNCH,

thank the lord.

The highlight of my day may I add. I had rice with chicken curry and Nuggets <3

Oh Nick, you make me laugh.

Along with Jenny and Reina (:

I love you guys so.

I'm going to miss you guys ):

Anyway. It was all going good.

Until registration again.

Where i had to face Ms Joly. YET AGAIN.

She annoys me.

She really does.

SPRINGALL COME BACK.

Anyway. She asked me if her comments helped me.

And i was brutally honest and said "NO"

It was so unlike me, but it had to be said.

I'm leaving.

Bitch please, you can't do anything about it now (:

She finally left me alone.

I think I got the message through to her.

If there was a "DISLIKE" button on her back, I would press it any chance I got.

Anyway. To end the day, i was really looking forward to playing softball.

Although my wrist is sprained, I decided that this was one of my last P.E lessons, and i was not going to miss it ):

Fate had other plans.

Since Mr Springall is in some hospital bed, cursing the bad food and horrible tv reception. We were left with Wellington ):

I don't really like him. I find his tactics .. strange.

Anyway, my sultan top is in the wash, and I though he'd understand because I used it for inter house on Friday.

I guess not.

He was fine with it at first. He just told me to get organised, adn that i should learn to wash my own clothes, but he was still going to let me play.

UNTIL.

Tian rong, being the great guy that he is, comes running in late, with the exact same excuse =.=

Haiz. He told us to go change back into uniform.

Which i find, was a little extreme. I think he should have let us stay in our kit.

Whatever, i'm done being pissed off at him.

He separated all the non- players onto the bench.

No communication with the players.. NOTHING.

and as most of you know, today was extremely hot.

Not the kind of average Asian sun, but the "hey I can fry an egg on your foot" hot.

Sitting in the hot sun for an hour, sweating into a shirt that poorly absorbs sweat, a tie and a tucked in t-shirt is not my ideal way of ending the day.

I got tanned. Not a little. But alot.

You can actually see the line. It's hideous in so many levels.

Thanks Wellington.

You really bad my day :\

Enough of complaining.

I'm going to eat (:

Adios..

P.S

I have an Econs test on Thursday,and I don't know shit about supply side policies and taxes :0

Seratus

2009-09-04T10:45:00.001-03:00

Great.

My 100th Post and I'll be complaining about homework :|

It's the second week of school.

Give me a break.

I have 12 assignments this week.

Crazy..

Holidays. Come by quickly.

Stage my world.

2009-08-21T02:02:00.003-03:00

So was it what I expected?

EVERYTHING AND MORE (:

For those who have no clue what I'm talking about, I'm talking about

MTV WORLD STAGE.

It was brilliant i tell you

WOOOOOH.

Sorry.

It really was amazing

It was drizzling at first, but they gave us these cool raincoat things (:

We looked like a sea of Plastic.

Teehee.

Anyway.

These were the bands who played.

Estranged

Boys Like Girls

Ray Gun

Pixie Lott

Hoobastank

All American Rejects

Kasabian

Boys like Girls, Hoobastank and All American Rejects were FRICKIN' AMAZING

Anyway, After the Concert, Hamizah and I went to McD's and waited for Ikka whilst having dinner.

We only got back to Hamizah's House at 2.30, God Only knows what we were doing until 6.50.

Which is when we all finally went to bed :\

We were so tired.

I woke up first, at 9.30

Then Hamizah.

Then Ikka.

We went to Sunway to do a little Shopping, where we coincidentally bumped into

MIKE AND NICK FROM THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS (:

They were at Cinnabon, and this was our conversation (:

Visha: Hey, i'm sorry to both you, but are you from a band by any chance?

Nick: Which Band?

Visha: The All American Rejects?

Nick: DING DING DING DING DING

Visha: :0, Can i have your autograph?

(Hamizah and Ikka come running out of nowhere)

Mike: Sure (:

Nick: So how's your day going?

Visha: Good (: You guys were great Last night

Mike: Awww Thanks

(After Autographs)

Mike: Okay, Have a great day (:

Yeah, Then i went home.

slept alittle.

and went to F&N FREESTYLZ

Free Drinks

Awesome Dancers

+ JOE FLIZZO

AND POPSHUVIT

what a day huh?

P.S

My daddy knows Joe flizzo's Parents :0

(Joe Flizzo used to be part of TOO PHAT)

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you.

You wanna touch me too

Stalking Shannon

2009-08-14T07:21:00.002-03:00

Hello loves,

For those who don't know, which is almost all of you , Andrew Kasimir asked me to be a vocalist for his band.

Not mainstream lah, but you know.

It's special (:

The band is called Stalking Shannon.

Don't ask me

Haha.

Today it was our first band practice.

It was tiring.

And whilst the boys were having cendol and rojak.

I sat and watched ):

I tak ada duit.

It was fun though.

Alot of sweat.

I have such a soar throat now

AHHH

WORLD STAGE TOMORROW

i can't wait

New Perspective

2009-08-10T07:42:00.004-03:00

Hello readers (:
Pfft. Not like anyone really reads this anyway.
So. It's been awhile an a few things have been going on.

For starters.
On the 8th, was my 15th Birthday party.
I'm not going to go into detail.
But it's the basics.
Music
People
Food

You get the point.
But I'd like to thank ALL of you.
So here it goes.

Andrew Chin Han Min
Andrew Mervyn Kasimir
Belle Chen
Bianca Hoh
Brian Anand Soosay
Hye In Cho
Ilisha Abdullah
Ian Lai
John Lee
Liu Piek Qian
Masafumi Hara
Michelle Leong
Naomi Kasimir
Natasha Nickl
Natalie Tan
Reuben Gan
Riazz Tunku Hamman
Radya Pradipta

♥

Thank you So much for coming.

But there are 4 special People who i really think deserve more than just a simple mention.

Firstly.
Brannon Tan
Bestfriend (:
You amazing person.
Thank you So much for coming and picking up my crappy guitar.
You didn't even fuss.
You just played your heart out.
Thank you Brannon.
I don't know what I'd do without you

King Tze Woo
King Tze.
What can i say.
You stole my money on Pet Society.
You make my day so often, i really couldn't thank you enough.
You make me laugh at the simplest of things.
And even though I've only known you for a few months,
You still made an effort to come to my party.
Not only was the party filled of younger kids, but you didn't know half of them.
Yet you came, Brought your guitar, Played it and Sang.
King Tze.
What can i say?
You make me smile (:
I'm Glad I met you.
And I'm Honoured to call you a good friend.

Elizabeth Low
Eli(zabeth)
(:
Although it was you birthday the very next day, you still slept over for the hell of it.
The first one to sleep and the last to get up.
Thank you.
For what you may ask?
For gambling with me till 3 in the morning.
For trusting me with your secrets.
For making me laugh so hard over an inflatable bed.
For letting me see you with your glasses on.
For guessing all my presents before i opened them.
For putting a smile on my face from the very beginning.
For sharing the Bed with people like Hamizah and I.
For finishing the fish (:
Oh the list is long.
Ice skating buddy.
I love you.
What would i do without you,
Bestfriend.

Lastly.
Hamizah Jamal
Best friend from the beginning.
Literally beginning.
It's been 9 years, and you still don't fail to put a smile on my face.
My little Monyet.
I'm grateful to have someone like you.
The list is extremely long.
But I'll try
for you.
For keeping me up till 5.30 in the morning.
For watching a movie from the second row with Me and Eli.
For always being there, although I make fun of you.
For breaking my bed in my old house
and stealing my blanket in the middle of the night in my new house.
For being the Best short friend a person could ask for
And for ice skating with us, although we all clearly know you can't.
For making me laugh about the memories
and For all the times we shared.
For blowing up the balloons that we never used
and for tying them till your fingers were purple.
For baking those incredible "homemade" brownies with me
and putting up with my crap for all this time.
You get the point.
Thank you.
For always being the one who understood.
Thank you.
My bridesmaid.
that's a promise

Whoo.
That was long.
Okay, what happened next?
So and you probably already know Hamizah and Eli slept over.
Lots of fun.
Thanks guys (:

Ooh
I Nearly forgot.
Today we got our results.
I was extremely scared.
To those who did get their results today.
Congratulations.

Lets have a party.
We deserve it (:

Oh. And I'm sleeping over at Hamizah's on Saturday.
Worldstage

♥

are you ready?

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste

Redboxx ♫

2009-08-05T03:44:00.005-03:00

I went to Andrew's House At 7.45 in the morning.
I woke my baby up
(:
We hang out for awhile before meeting up with Nadine Ong

Yes ,Yesterday i saw Nadine Ong again (:
We had lunch at Mcdonalds Because we wnated something cheap.
Bhhaha I love that girl

So after that we watched the proposal.
It's such a funny movie.
For those who haven't watched it yet, Please do.
It's Hilarious
(:

Then we went to Redboxx
And we met up with
Jenny Shin
&&
Radya Pradipta

And we sang our little hearts out for about an hour (:
And then
Brannon Tan
Joined the party.

And then Natasha Nickl Came.
And Amir Abdullah Sani
Then Belle Chen
Then Emma Rozario

And we all went for Dinner at TGI Fridays.
(:

And we went home.
It was a good day.
Here are a few photo's

Andrew Chin (:

Nadine Ong , Jenny Shin && Radya Pradipta (:

Brannon Tan && Belle Chen (:

Amir Abdullah Sani (:

Natasha Nickl (:

Emma Rozario (:

Oh Nadine.
I miss you already

Birthday Girl

2009-08-03T01:19:00.005-03:00

So, remember how i said i was going to sleep in?

FAIL.
I ended up waking up at for, to my overly happy mother saying "Breakfast is ready".
-.-'

Oh well.
I had a good time.
Andrew surpised me with a cake and flowers:

So naturally we didn't bake brownies :\
Oh well.
So my Mummy decided to kick me out of the house so they could do erands.
So Andrew and i went to 1utama (:

We watched:

It's such a good movie (:

Andrew and his "Random Presents"
Which isn't my birthday present.
Awww.
I love you Baby

All in All.
My birthday was good (:
Thanks Guys

Schmack in the face.

2009-08-01T08:33:00.003-03:00

OH MY.
Tommorow already.
15 :\
Woah...

I'm speechless.

Well tommorow i'm going to sleep in.
(:
Andrew is coming at 4.00 i think?
and we're going to make Brownies (:

That will be my birthday cake.
BHAHAH
what a substitute huh?

Then we're having Dinner at my house, Because we need to try things out for...
MY BIRTHDAY PARTY.

Next saturday.
My house.
7-11.
Don't forget (:

Gargh.
Being 15 is such a schamck in the face :0

Kelsey.

2009-07-30T09:46:00.002-03:00

As most of you know, My birthday is just around the corner.
Literally.
It's on Sunday.

So this year i had to choose between a New guitar Or a DLSR.
Which do you think I chose?

Ladies and Gentlemen,
I'd like to introduce you to the new love of my life.
Kelsey

Enough said.
Thank you Mummy and Daddy (:

3 days till the birthday :0

Oh, for the sake of Jerseys.

2009-07-29T04:20:00.012-03:00

So, since the footie season is nearing,
i thought it'll be interesting to post the New 09/10 seasons jerseys of the BIG FOUR
home and away (:

So let's start with my personal Favourite.
Arsenal

Their Home Jersey

So this is their Away jersey

Oh and their 3rd Jersey

I don't think it's that bad (:

Then Chelsea
Their Home Jersey

And their Away Jersey

They don't have a 3rd Jersey out yet,
Bhahaha.
what do i think?
Frickin' Gay.
Sorry Chealsea Fans.

Now Liverpool.
Their Home Jersey

Their Away Jersey

And their 3rd Jersey

Woah.
Wearing those jerseys, Ofcourse they'll never walk alone.
Even i want one :S

Lastly Manchester United
Their Home Jersey

Pfft. And their Away and 3rd jersey are "Coming Soon"

Anyway.
What do you guys think?

I can't wait for the season to start (:

OH.
Before i forget.
One of my BESTFRIENDS
turned 16 today
:0

Happy Birthday Brannon (:
Daytona Buddy.
Anniversary Sharer.
Hoops Looser.
A&W Lover.
Pool Partner.
Fellow Sultanite.

Gargh.
You are love.
Thanks for the memories.
You make me smile lovely.
Thank you

Merchants of Bollywood

2009-07-27T05:11:00.006-03:00

Holyy.
Who knew it was really that good.
Yes, it is my first Live musical.
But it was... AMAZING.
I dont know what else to say.
I saw it on the final night and they kept doing encores.

Freakin' extraordinary.
If you missed it.
You really did miss out.
its was truly breath taking.

I must say, you'd enjoy it much better if you actually knew the movies(:
Like me,
I knew the songs from the movies and sang along.
I couldn't help myself
(: really.

Andrew's house tomorow (:
Baby i'm sorry,
But i'm going to whoop your ass in tekken 5

♥ V

Summer Games

2009-07-25T02:10:00.003-03:00

Lovelies
It's summer!
And yes, you've guessed as much.
I've been having alittle fun (:

So. This week was my brother's last week here.
Boohoo.
I'll get over it.
He left on Wednesday.

On Tuesday night however,
It was Brannon's Birthday Party (:
So old already lah you.
Bloody 16 :0

And On thursday Andrew came to my house for the whole frickin' day.
No exaggeration.
We went to 1utama and met with:

Elizabeth Low

Jenny Shin

Brannon Tan

And

Winn Lim

Then ofcourse there was
Andrew Chin

Thank you SO much guys.
I had Fun (:

2009-07-08T01:15:00.005-03:00

My Dad thinks i lack greatly in vocabulary.
And he thinks i should read the dictionary.. And learn 20 words a day.

you must be kidding me.

I only asked you what "defiance" was because i was unsure.
Whats the point of me not feeling comfortable about the questions i ask you.
i mean.

You're my father for god's sake.
you're suppose to be there for me.
no matter what.

Tumble

2009-07-07T05:41:00.002-03:00

Hello hello.
So qurantine is still sucking.
And the heat is KILLING me.

So i decided to make a tumblr.
I'm still working it out and stuff, but its going to replace my writing blog.
I felt like it needed a change.
And frankly..
I was too lazy to start over.

Please feel free to read (:
tumblr

There will be Pictures i adore
Lyrics i''m addicted to
Quotes
Poems
And my own work.
It'll just be a little fun (:
To make time go by faster

SWINE

2009-07-05T10:19:00.001-03:00

It's confirmed.
My brother has swine flu.. and is now sitting in the hospital ALONE.
we're not allowed out of the house for 7 days!

and i'm missing the last week of school.
How messed up is that?

):
Quarantine sucks

2009-07-02T12:25:00.001-03:00

So what.
Just cause he's back.. it means i turn back into a pumpkin.
The family's personal slave.
" get this".. " get that"

It's been an hour and i'm already sick.
Just because you seem to favour the screw up, doesn't mean you have to treat me like total shit.
So much for family re-union.

2009-06-30T07:19:00.003-03:00

Happy Birthday Mummy (:

I love you

Charis

2009-06-29T08:57:00.002-03:00

Firstly:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN (:

Well anyway.
Today was the first day of Discovery week
And i'm helping out at a childrens orphanage called " RUMAH CHARIS"
Their house is amazing
It's bigger than mine ):

We scrubbed floors and had water fights.
What a day.

We saw a suffereing Puppy, and hugged it to keep it warm
I named it HOBO
get it.

(:
i thought you would

Jackson

2009-06-26T05:04:00.003-03:00

Michael Joseph Jackson.
Rest In Peace

[August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009]

Farrah Fawcett
Rest In Peace

[February 2, 1947 — June 25, 2009]

A bad case of the kallenwhite's

2009-06-25T05:54:00.003-03:00

You know that feeling when you've had zero sleep, and you're left on a high.
I had that today.

Symptons: Laughs at own jokes.
Makes lame jokes
Utter Lameness (:

Well.yeah

I have the bad case of the KALLENWHITES

get it?

KALLEN WHITE.
like the guy

Sorry.
Not to be mean or anything.

We all find you very entertaining (:

Cure:
SLEEEP

Lillypads

2009-06-24T07:04:00.002-03:00

The countdown has started.

18... 17... 16 days till summer

Finally.
My break has come..

Mr McAdam
Please don't leave ..
China already has too many people.

"Laugh when you can. Smile everyday. Sing in the shower. Dance in the rain. Don't worry what anyone thinks . Keep moving forward and never look back.
Because life goes by fast & it only happens once."

acrimony

2009-06-22T05:06:00.004-03:00

I trusted you
After all this time, you stab me in the back.
you attempt to spoil my reputation, my relationship.
For what?
To get my friends..
To gain pride
Power...
well you have nothing.

Dont even try to hide.
I know the truth now.
I know everything.
Thanks for those times, when i trusted you.

But boy are those times over.
they weren't that great anyway.

I have an essay to write..
But if i didn't..
i couldv'e gone on.. all day.

Screw you.
and your friendship.
i'm glad you're leaving.

Oh Daddy (:

2009-06-21T02:51:00.000-03:00

Dear Daddy
As the years go by, we find that we're slowly growing apart.
I'm starting to spend more time on others things and you'll have the usual work to do.
And although this is happening, I want you to know that you'll always be at the back of my mind.
I'll always cherish those times we used to sleep in after a long night of football, or sneak off to the cinema when mummy wasn't around.
I'll never forget how you used to take the few days of leave that you had, to spend it with me when i was sick, or just for the sake of spending time with me.
I'll always love those moments you used to call "Father- Daughter bonding" and those times you made me laugh so hard. Especially those times you used to complain that I have a lack of general knowledge (:
I'll miss those days where we would just laze around and watch 3 movies after another and talk about "back then"

So daddy, I just want to say, that'll you'll mean the world to me.
No matter how old we are, or how far apart.
You'll always be my hero, and I'll always be your little girl.

Visha

Ewan

2009-06-13T10:34:00.004-03:00

Well today was pretty much just a slow day.
I was suppose to go to the gym this morning whilst my parents were having their Swimming lessons.
But i really just needed to sleep.
So instead i woke up at 10 and lazed around a bit.
They came back at 10.40 and we went straight to the optision.
I increased the power on my lenses and got a new pair to use at school.
Its red (:

Then we came home, Lazed some more and Ate lunch.
Then more and more and more Lazing around.
You get the point.

After around 3, we went to 1 utama to catch Angels and Demons.
It was AMAZING.
i loved it.
it was so...
WOW.

Adrenaline rush throughout.
I want to watch it again (:
And Ewan Mcgregor.

Hmph...
Yummy is the word.
(:

Anyway.
By the time we got out, it was already 6.30
and we shopped a bit.
And just got home.
As i said.
Quite lazy (:

So.
I've decided to make a project.
Every summer from July 1st till Septemeber 1st.
I will write down EVERYTHING i have done that day is great detail.
I'll keep one for everyday.
So every year i'll have a different book for that summer.
Just a way to keep memories.
And to keep you from boredom (:
Smart eh?

HAHA
Anyway.
I'm off.
Till the next post.
(:

I see tea

2009-06-11T03:05:00.007-03:00

OH MY OH MY

I passed (:

And i Passed ICT theory.

I missed out The whole stylesheets section worth 25 marks!

and still managed a 54%

Naturally that didn't help my Theory paper

Which i got 4th highest in the class for

( Screw Adriana, Adam and Zhe yang :\ )

ANYWAY.

i got 71/97

Am i proud?

HELL YEAH.

i didn't study AT ALL.

Okay okay.

I'll stop rubbing it in.

So i started a VLOG.

on youtube.

My last exam is on Monday.
Gee.

It's nearly over

Eleemosynary

2009-06-04T08:25:00.004-03:00

So You guys must be wondering.
WHAT THE HELL ELEEMOSYNARY MEANS?
it relates to charity.
and it makes it sound more interesting.

Well anyway.
This weekend i'll be taking part in a Eleemosynary event.
(Don't i sound smart (: )
Its called
WALK THE WORLD.

People pay money to take a 5 km with a bunch of people.
And participents look for sponsors.
Eeven the smallest donations count and this takes place around the world.
This year i'm taking part.
Again.
As i did last year.

Last year we walked around the school and for the rest of the day it was mostly fun and games.
This year its an actual 5 km Walk around in the Jungle.
And i'll be walking with no other but KATY LEE JONES <3

Should be fun.
But very tiring aswell.

And on Monday we've got our Science Practicals.
Argh.
Have i mentioned that i LOATH science.
After that we have prefect camp atleast.
can't wait (:

June Shall be Riveting.

I'm just being Epicureanistic Baby;
Deal with it.

010609

2009-06-01T06:28:00.007-03:00

Nick:
My littlee buddle of joy (:
My only son.
Today you turn a year older
a whole year wiser and ayou get the point.
you find it easy to bring a smile to my face, and i appreciate it.
Thank you for being such a great friend (:
I'm always here for you

Michelle:
Michelle, you're one of the strongest people i know.
You dance, you sing and you're an awesome person.
You're so smart and so beautiful.
You are the best person to panic with just before an ICT exam (:
I hope you do well.
And good luck for the year ahead

Make a wish guys (:
Happy birthday

There she goes again.

2009-05-31T03:22:00.005-03:00

Well what can i say.
I love these people.
<3

They are truly my little Sunshines
But most of all
My heroes.

And there she goes again..
Come home soon Nadine.
I miss you already.

Drowsy eyes

2009-05-30T03:33:00.005-03:00

280509:

Dinner was uber fun.
we made a new friend.
his name is Juan (:
Haha
he was our waiter at Chili's
After the hysterical dinner we went to dreamworld
and you can guess what we did (:

We walked around, ate ice cream , did alittle shopping
And we went back to outside Chili's
when Suddenly this guy says "hi" to katy.

:0

Usually its a friednyl gesture. but DDUUUUDDDEEEEE
This guy was freaky.
he followed us around.
we went one big circle and he was still behind us.
we stopped .. he stopped.
it was damn scary.

Then suddenly
out of nowhere
our saviour arrives.
NADINE'S MUMMY
and she covers us from him and directs us downstairs.
We were all alittle shaken after that.
But that didn't spoil the amazing night we had.
Thanks guys <3

I got home around 11 and just knocked off.
i was damn tired

290509:

I woke up at 6.00 to go to school :\
it sucked.
i had my exam
that sucked
oh wells.
i was tired.

at 7.30 though:

It was Angelina's Birthday
And woah was it fun.
The food was yummy
The Place was amazing
The view was picturesque
The people looked beautiful

We played games and ended up slipping a credit card through my boobs and down my dresse for a game.
It was interesting, it really was.
I didn't take any photos though.
Was too busy stuffing my face with chocolate (:

Thanks Angie
It was awesome (:

I got home around 11.30
And i was UBER tired
but i talked to Andrew till 12.30 or so.
And just drowned in tired-ness

300509:

Today i woke up around 11.
And had tution at 12 till 2
I wasn't even paying attention
i don't remember what i learned.
Anyway
TONIGHT.
FAMILY REUNION.
and absolutely cant wait.
I'll tell you about it tomorow.
Exams on Monday
GRRRR.

(:

J'taime Ma Famille

2009-05-28T02:11:00.006-03:00

Today:

I get to see Nadine again.
I haven't seen her since she left.
And to be honest, I CANNOT WAIT.
Katy, Andrew, Nadine and I are having dinner at Chili's tonight (:
Should be fun.
Seeing that Just Nadine and I are crazy enough,
But now Nadine Katy AND I
Hahaha
This is gonna be good

Then Tomorrow:

I have my Reading paper for German
and i mean i should be panicking.. but I'm not.
I'm just too excited to see Nadine
So my German's at 8-9.30
Then I'm gonna Watch Andrew play Badminton till 10.15 or so.
Then I'm going home and relaxing.
At 7.00 I'll be leaving to the Westin for Angelina's Birthday party (:
Once again.
Should be fun.

Finally Saturday:

FAMILY REUNION
NICK CHUA
REINA
NADINE
KATY
ANDREW
JENNY
ME

AND NAT
AND TASHA

We're going to the Apartment in the Curve
The food is apparently good
and the place is cosy.
we'll see (:

CAN'T WAIT.
love you guys.

Listening.

2009-05-25T03:00:00.004-03:00

Well the time has actually come.
My first IGCSE paper is tomorrow.
It's my German Listening Exam.
I've gone through the whole stress of doing the IGCSE Oral.
but it's not the same.
Tomorrow, i'll be waiting alone.. outside the secondary office, whilst everyone else has holidays.
I have no one to talk to, because i'm the only student taking German this year.
No teachers could possibly help me and i've been doing this alone for 2 years now
and to make matters worse, nobody can truly say that they understand.

I really don't know what i'm going to do.
i'm so scared.

Parade.

2009-05-21T05:52:00.004-03:00

Today i did my..

- Maths Paper 4
FAIL.

- ICT Theory
Okay lah

- Malay Writing
Guaranteed pass

Phew.

11 Down
7 to go

And I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
And I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt

Paper Planes

2009-05-20T08:02:00.007-03:00

Sometimes i just wanna make paper planes out of my exam papers
ssshhhh...
don't tell.

Watch this cover. it's good:

8 down
10 to go

borderline hustla;

This could be the end.

2009-05-18T07:38:00.007-03:00

I did my Geo & my Literature today.
My thoughts on it?

IT SUCKED.
bigtime.

Anyway.
I'm sick of studying.
Just sick.

I've got Science tomorrow.
The joy.

And not to mention My Language paper
i can feel it now

AND my history.
just kill me

Phew.
3 down.
15 to go.

It's all over soon baby
2 more weeks.
And it'll be you and me.

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

New Dew

2009-05-16T08:37:00.004-03:00

Nice kan?
well..
i kinda like it (:

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

grrr.

2009-05-14T02:32:00.002-03:00

Right now I’m sitting in ICT, next to Lakshana and opposite Natasha.
It’s only now I realise that the exams are so close by.
Tomorrow I’m having my first end of year exam and I couldn’t be more calm about it.
It actually scares me (no sarcasm intended)
I’m sitting my History paper 4 on America and I’m freaking out on the inside

HELP HELP HELP

Exams are coming!

I’m suppose to be revising but I’m sick of it.
I need a break

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

Brown like Malaysia

2009-05-10T06:31:00.004-03:00

So So
I'm back.
And you are all probably wondering how we did.
Well...

Swimming:
We were 4th overall.
Not like i did anything to contribute.
I took pretty pictures for Kwek's mummy (:

Athletics:
They didn't bother telling us the placings below 4th so..
somewhere down there i guess?
Once again, not like i contributed to anything
I took more pretty pictures, but this time using
MR SPRINGALL'S AWESOME CAMERA.
how jealous am i ):

Basketball:
I'm not going into too much detail.

Patana - Garden
16-15
Loss

British School Jakarta - Garden
21-21
Draw

KLASS - Garden
MASSIVE LOST.

Phuket - Garden
Massive Win.

Harrow Int School- Garden
EPIC FAILURE

Overall 6th
2nd for Plate
2 places higher than last year

Football:

Phuket - Garden
O-O
Draw

British School Manila - Garden
2-0
Loss

KLASS - Garden
O-O
Draw

British Int Sch Jakarta - Garden
O-O
Win
( 3-2 penalties )

Phuket - Garden
Plate Final
O-O
Win
( 3-2 penalties )

We got gold baby (:
HAHA
same placing as last year.
OH WELL.
Good enough for me
Notice how we didn't score a single goal.
See now that.. is skill (:

I'm so bloody tanned.
):
You can even see where my footie socks were.
More detailed report later maties.
I need a nap (:

Tomorrow
can't wait baby

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

Wishing for a Swish

2009-04-30T09:31:00.005-03:00

We beat them
We finally beat them (:

The u15's beat the U18's for the first time in Basketball (:
the score: 21-9
I scored 2 baskets.
One being a three pointer.
I'm rather proud (:

The three pointer was even a swish.
oh the joy.
I always wanted to swish a 3 pointer

Bring on FOBBISEA
we're ready

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

Peterpan effect.

2009-04-29T09:30:00.003-03:00

Today a little boy walked up to the other little boy and said "you're wearing ben 10 too"
They looked at each other , and laughed.
For the next hour or so, they shot each other with imaginary super weapons and non-existent magic powers.

Remember those days..
Gee.. they were so easy.

I want to run around pretending to be superman
I want to shoot my best friends with my hand gun (literally)
I want to be studying for a spelling test instead of an exam.
I want to be carried around and pampered
but most of all.
I want to do those things, without seeming out of place.

I want to be a child again.

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

Creed

2009-04-28T06:43:00.004-03:00

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I need you the most right now Nadine.
Where are you..
I miss you.

Thanks Guys:

Reina
Jenny
Nick Chua
Lakshana
Kim
Natasha G
Jarrah
Hamizah
Katy

I'd be nothing without your support
I love you guys.

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

Looping Rollercoasters

2009-04-26T02:16:00.007-03:00

Love is like one big rollercoaster.
Before you get on, you have no idea what to expect.
You feel Excitement, Joy , Maybe even Anxiety.
Once you're on, the feelings don't change.
But as the journey carries on, you're hurtled upwards and the next thing you know, you're flying back down.

It makes you feel insecure, scared, even angered.
With the highs come the lows
and thats how love works.

The rollercoaster will go on for as long as you want it to.
And it's all about what you make of the situation.
If you decide to get off, you could have two possible feelings.

Joy.
You're finally off, and you no longer have to be thrown about.
There will no longer be those insecurities or anxiety.
And you get to decide what lies ahead.

Or

Regret.
Regret for getting on in the first place.
Regret for What you made of the situation.
Or regret for getting off.

You end up questioning yourself.
and you'll never get the answer.

The real reason why relationships fail, is because one of you has given up.
You're been thrown around so much, that you just can't take it anymore.

Sure, you may be at the lowest part of the emotional rollercoaster.
But my advice to you,

Don't give up.

Because if it wasn't worth it,
Then why did you get on in the first place?

I never really liked rollercoasters myself.
But babe, you're worth the ride.
I love you so much.

I Carry your Heart I Carry it in my Heart

60

2009-04-20T05:54:00.004-03:00

Another long week
i can feel it already.
I've still got to do my German oral..
Sports evening is on Wednesday
Football game tomorow.

Aiyoo.
Busy Busy Busy
not to mention all the studying.
Anyway, i have a few things to mention.

1.
Arsenal lost in the Semi's of the FA cup.
Boo Hoo

Fabianski played horribly and Wenger only put Arshavin and Bendtner on Last minute.
2-1 defeat to chelsea ):

and the beginning we actually were dominating.

2.
I'm missing all basketball trainings.
I really want to play though.
Because of the footie match against MKIS, i can't go for training.

3.
I'm not going to Dalat penang.
It's to close to the exams..
But i really wanted to go..
But hey..

I'm going on prefect camp instead (:

Lastly.
I wanted to mention Nadine.
She's been gone for a week or so now, and i miss her so much.
It was her first day in school today and i just wanted to say.

I hope you had a great day honey.
Sorry I wasn't there to bring you to school ):

That's all for now.
I'm exhausted.
Time to panic somemore for my German IGCSE
wish me luck (:

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

Family Portrait

2009-04-17T07:53:00.013-03:00

I'd like to take this time to introduce you to my family.
Not the family i was born with,
but the family i chose and absolutely love.

The one who asks for money:

Reina my darling.
My oldest daughter.

For all the times we've talked about our brothers and missed them together
For all the times we made pretty posters in econs
For all the times you've told me about your dream house
For all the times you've wanted Jesse
For all the times you've made me smile.
Gee.

You once asked me for 3000 bucks.
And babe, If i could , i would
(:

The adopted one:
Katy my matey
The " Chin " family originally started without you.
Though that doesn't mean that we dont love you just as much.

You inspire me in so many ways.
From failing French and googling Anthems
From squatting jump pictures to puking coke
From acting like red Indians in History to flooding Facebook with pictures.

You make me laugh.
Full Stop.

The one who left:
You doosh
Had to go break my little heart into two.
The family Baby

Where do i start?
Seriously where do i start

From getting married in English to talking about gigalo's in Malay
From Bowling at your party to dancing at your other party
From the Break ups to the good times.
From failing physics to pizza ovens in chem

For all the times you were here for me
For all the times you listened
For all the lunches we used to eat
For all the times you cursed at him

You were always there for me
Although it was disgusting to hear, you listened
The lifeline we had between us and how we used to sing.
Damn..

Like i said, without my Cancer, I'm just a cure
Come Home love,
Momma's waiting.

The one who pays for everything:

What can i say.
You loved me.
That's what you did.
You loved me.
I love you Baby.
Thank you for Everything

So there they are
the wonderful
lovable
adorable
awesome
incredible
"the chinners family" *snap snap*

I Carry your Heart
I Carry it in my Heart

Coke anyone? Holiday Report

2009-04-11T12:21:00.000-03:00

08.04.2009

This day was extremely fun. My dad and i went bowling (: He may have beaten me in the first two games, but i nearly doubled his score in the third. Then we went to watch 'KNOWING'.

A good movie, especially the effects. Who knew i would get so much joy out of watching the world explode? The underlying theme of it all is Global warming, so if we don't stop now, the world will explode. (Just a little warning)...

Did i really use the word 'underlying' in my blog? Gee Mr curtis is really doing a good job.Anyway, after the movie we got home feeling lazy. My daddy took a nap while I read abit. A half hour later we went to the lake club. I swam my usual laps for an hour and he played squash. It felt good. The way my body had to work again. After the glorious swim, we had drinks on the Buttery's Terrace with his friends. Generally a fun day. The first real feeling of holiday

09.04.2009

She sat there, Ipod to the max , sitting farthest away from everyone else. The tv drowned out by the sweet strums from the familiar tune. She was the odd one out, all casual and stuff. The others had a uniform, everyone had an order to them, whilst she sat there with her hair down and her favourite converse on her feet. Yet she sat there, the odd one out, smsing away.

It wasn't my first time at the F&N Factory, it just wasn't as exciting sitting in the cafeteria.The smells of nasi ayam overwhelmed me, and the classic adverts of coke stuck on my surrounding walls. The TV was on loudly , so my ipod was a necessity. It was too loud to read, so my image of a quiet waiting room really backfired on me.

My Dad is the Managing director of a PR company, in other words, he's the boss. F&N is amongst others, one of his greatest clients. Yes yes, if you can remember as far back as year 3, we took a field trip to this very F&N factory.. My dad organized that. The only reason i was sitting in that canteen was because he didn't want me to take a cab back from guitar. To be honest, I'm glad he didn't let me. Cabs are scary :0

This is was pretty much uneventful. I woke up around 12:30 which is the latest since the holidays have started. My arms and legs were screaming with agony. Muscles pains =.= I didn't do much because of it. I finished up homework, studied abit and watched my usual TV.

It was time for guitar. Mr lim is currently teaching me 'Decode' By paramore. I'm still cracking up about how he makes decode sound like a specie of fish :D As soon as i finished, my dad rushed me towards the car. As we passed the usual sales people on the Ground floor of centrepoint, a sales women came out and said " You're pretty ". Which was kinda odd, was she expecting me to stop? Because i didn't. Instead i turned, said thank you and sped off. We took a calm drive to Shah Alam, along the way smsing my mummy ( Who is in Bangkok for Business ) about my day. Maybe i should just get her to read my blog :P , it's much cheaper. My dad told me about how him and his family built a neighbourhood badminton court when he was 10. Yup i know, i dad kicks ass (:

And yea, then i ended up in the canteen. Which is where i originally wrote most of this because i had nothing to do. I was bored.
I listened to
'You can - David Archuleta'

And i can't help but think about my Bestie Nadine Ong
She introduced the song to me

I can't believe you're leaving me ):
I'm going to miss you so much Babe.
Thanks for everything.
I won't forget the memories we had :D

10.04.2009

13 hours. 13 whole hours spent with him (:
It was fun, it was.. nice
I missed him so much during the holidays, and this day was all we needed

Andrew came over to my place.

Our original plan was the go play basketball. I know what you're thinking.. Andrew playing Basketball? Haha, it's because i played badminton with him and my parents the other day, and i humiliated the hell out of me. so.. REVENGE (:
But.. since it rained, we talked.. amoungst other things ^^
We had chicken Rice for lunch and after that we watched :

WOLVERINE : ORIGINS

It's actually pretty interesting (:
I know wolverines story now .
I really want to watch the whole X-men Series now...
Hmph..

Anyway, after that my daddy went for a meeting and we were home alone.
We did a few other things and then we watched :

Marley & Me

I watched it before but once i again, i cried like a baby at the end ..
It's so sad.
But now i REALLY want to read the book.
I love the movie.

Then we took a shower and got ready for dinner.
He fixed a few things on moodle whilst i changed and we went to Halia.
A brazilian restaurant in the Sime Darby Convention Center.
It was nice.
It had the really pretty gardeny thingy outside.
Although it was wet, it was extremely pretty.

The restaurants food was pleasant, but very pricey.
We were there until 10.00, then my dear daddy decided to Go to RSC to meet up with Uncle Mohan ( My daddy's best friend).

So we had drinks, listened to music.
And the guitarist was pretty good.

Then he came to have drinks with us :O
this only happens with my daddy.
GEE.

We were there till 12.10
It was SO much fun.
So we sent Andrew Home and i hit the sack.
I was SO TIRED.

Ilovemydaddy

11.04.2009

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY BABY.
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH (:

[we'll make the great escape.]

IQ :)

2009-04-11T07:31:00.003-03:00

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

What's yours?

[we'll make the great escape.]

Staring into screens

2009-04-07T10:32:00.003-03:00

The latest news that most of you have probably already heard.
Facebook is planning on charging people by using a "credit" system.
Sure, some people would actually use this, but others, like me for instance, are not willing to pay money to comment on photo's or write on Walls.
The rate Facebook is going, their going to loose all their users to Myspace and friendster. People would probably revert back to using emails. This idea, or should i call it a plan, really got me thinking. We use Facebook so much nowadays. Seriously!? Everyone has an account. We keep in touch with friends, we share memories and we comment on the things we like to boost a friend's self- esteem. People of all ages use facebook, even the little kids on my bus have facebook. Nowadays we use our accounts everyday. We may not admit it, but at times it gets a little overboard. You wait to see photo's from a party, so you log on every minute you get free. You wanna see if your friend has replied your wall post , so instead of doing your homework, you log on and check. Or in my case, Instead of doing your English essays, you turn to Facebook for a break. You tell yourself " just 5 minutes " and it slowly turns to half an hour, then an hour and so on. Facebook is sucking the lives out of us, and we don't even realise it.
I used to be a Myspace person. I was addicted, until i found Facebook. At first i laughed, i mean who the hell would name a network "facebook". Then again, "Myspace" was just as lame. But we used Facebook anyway, in some cases cause it made us look 'cooler'.

Before i rant on even further, the message that i want to get out is. STOP IT NOW. stop using facebook, whilst you still.

seriously , before it's too late...

[we'll make the great escape.]

- -

2009-04-06T09:42:00.004-03:00

I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY

those are the words screaming in my ears
dancing infront of my eyes
circling my head
stuck like glue

I'm sorry okay?
i didn't mean it

[we'll make the great escape.]

Here comes the bride.

2009-04-04T10:34:00.003-03:00

I'm sitting here at the moment with my HUSBAND.
Ben Jie lim (:
No joke.
I met my " grand parents in law "
He told me to change it.
Sorry ben
LIM BEN-JIE
(:

We're taking our portraits
you are cordially invited to the LIM-THAMBOO wedding (:
Keep in mind that most of you will not understand this "joke"
But seriously
we are getting married.
This will only make sense to Justin.
Sorry Andrew, I promised

:D
Don't take it seriously guys.
it's just a joke

[we'll make the great escape.]

Riding Tides

2009-03-30T08:11:00.004-03:00

The character of Claudia Joy Holden in Army Wives once said " Why are we all trying to be strong, at the end of the day, what does strong get us?"

This used to be a place where i could speak my mind, and just let out my emotions, without worrying about what i say. As the days have gone past, more and more this blog has become joke. This used to be my escape, to uncover the real me. Now its just another cover, a shield, covering the real me. Again i'm stuck impressing people, with nothing but words...So i'm going to speak my mind, and you can't hold it against me. This is my escape, my space.

I find it stupid how some people received the privilege of being a prefect, when they didn't deserved. The others deserved it more than you did. Why did you get it? It goes to show that sucking up works.

Another thing, i hate it how you never think about what you say. What the hell are you thinking? you sound dumb, immature, selfish. Seriously think before you speak, and if you do, think twice about what you say before you say it.

Lastly, i hate how we never spend time together. You say she needs you most right now, but what about me. I doubt sometimes that i really matter to you. What happened. I'm suppose to understand, believe me i want to understand, but i can't. I need you just as much as she does. I don't know how to tell you this, because we've been so busy. But i really don't know how to react anymore. Sadness, Anger and Sympathy fills my mind when i think about what you said, " she needs me more right now". You know what, i'll leave you to it. Nevermind about me, thats how it always is right?

Claudia Joy Holden was right, at the end of the day.. really, what does strength bring us?

Though, as the tide, joy comes in and joy drains back out.
Embrace what you have, because you really don't know when its going to be drained out of you.

[we'll make the great escape.]

Ping Pong Ong (:

2009-03-23T06:40:00.006-03:00

Naydine turned 15 today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
This girl is awesome.
I'm gonna miss you so much,
I might actually pass Science when you're gone ):
And without my cancer i'm just a cure.
Gee whizz.
She makes me smile (:
Happy birthday Stunner.
Be who you are, Because we love you.
I'm always here.

Vishar..

[we'll make the great escape.]

HotnCold

2009-03-16T05:59:00.002-03:00

COLD
As most of you probably heard from the bulletin, During interhouse, between 3.00-3.30 , My iPhone was stolen from my bag. When i found my bag, it was in a different place from where i had left it and it seemed ruffled up. Yes, i know friday was FRIDAY THE 13TH , but who cares, that's no excuse. It was my mistake, i should've known better. But it's gone now and there's nothing i can really do about it. I have the same number, my dad barred my sim and got another sim with the same number.
Sometimes these things happen, so that we can fully appreciate what we've been given, the opportunities we've had, and all the experiences we've been through. It's really opened my eyes to what i really have, compared to the less fortunate around the world.
So, for whatever reason this has happened, please , let's hope it doesn't happen again.

HOT
Once again, sultan has worked it's magic. We've Won Softball (: 2 years in a row.
Sultan Sultan all the way (:
Today we found out who did and who didn't make the cut for being a prefect.
To my amazement, i am one (:
To make matters better, SHAFEEQ IS MY MENTOR (:
haha. this is so not going work.
ALSO, i may be going to FOBISSEA, odds are pretty good at the moment, despite all that happened on friday.
Lastly, For the discovery week, i have decided to cut costs and stay here. I'm signing up for Kinvig's trip (:
2 days at SPCA , 1 day at FRIM & 2 DAYS BATHING ELEPHANTS.
and all around 100RM in sum.
Now that's community service.
(:

Thanks for reading (:
Much love
<3 V

[we'll make the great escape.]

Cold Shower.

2009-03-08T10:57:00.004-03:00

Even as i sit here, i wonder.
Why did i even bother turning the heater on.
I had a cold shower.
I cried my eyes out, and for what?
i'm not so sure of it myself yet.
Even now as i write this, my eyes are tinted red and my cheeks are drenched in tears.
A human can only be pushed so much.
and this is my breaking point.

[we'll make the great escape.]

Boopie

2009-03-02T06:35:00.005-03:00

Readers (:
Tomorrow is Swimming Gala, and the hope in missing the whole day of school was crushed this morning. We found out that we have our first two lessons as usual. So instead of having a whole day of somewhat joy yet agony, i get to experience the whole day of agony. I start the day off with a Chemistry test with Stocker. GRRRR. i hate him. To make matters worse, it's a guaranteed failed.
Damn... AND THEN i have to suffer through a whole hour of MALAY !! there's only so much positive energy you can have, and by this time, its all gone. After malay i usually have the joy of English, ( no sarcasm intended ) But nope. Not tomorrow. Instead of english i'll be swimming against swimmers i have no chance against.
I strongly dislike swimming gala.
I loathe swimming.
Gee.

This year i'm doing

25m Free style
50m Breast stroke
Freestyle relay.

Okay back to happy writing.
I've been doing my English Coursework when i decided to change the font.
Word 2007 is incredible.
I love these fonts (:

Visha Thamboo

Till i find more fonts to play with
<3
V

[we'll make the great escape.]

Prefect Perfect

2009-02-25T08:23:00.003-03:00

Today we found out that applications for being a prefect will now start.
I have written all of it and am giving it in tomorrow :*
I'm quite scared actually.

This is my beginning:

My name is Visha Thamboo and I want to be a prefect for various reasons. In my perspective, a prefect isn’t the smartest, the prettiest or the sportiest person in the year. To me, a prefect is a role model, maybe even an idol really. Someone you could talk to or someone to ask for help. Unlike the others students in the year, a prefect is who’s responsible, and caring. A prefect is friendly enough to give you a hand, yet stringent enough to know when the jokes over. The prefects are the face of this school, they do things without being asked to, and they do it with joy. This is why I want to be a prefect; I want to be the type of student that parents enjoy talking to. I want to make sure the school is the way it should be, and I want to be able to help. The difference between me and the others is that I’m not looking to improve my CV in any way. I want to be a prefect for the satisfaction at the end of the day, knowing that you did something that benefitted others.

And my end :

I may not be perfect, but to be honest who is? I make many mistakes but that’s the only way we’ll learn. I’m patient and friendly and I’d love to help in any way I can. I’m not the smartest, the prettiest or the sportiest, but if becoming a prefect is based on that, then maybe I don’t want to be a prefect. Well, you can’t say I didn’t try. Thanks for finding the time to read this.

What do you think?

Do i have what it takes?

Well the suspense is on.

DA DA DUM..

[we'll make the great escape.]

Say anything.

2009-02-23T08:27:00.012-03:00

" Baby don't follow, their lead. Listen to it.
Cause you don't ever know I it's truly an amazing song.
Just how the story ends Cartel - Say anything(else)
Or where the story goes.
and you are so confused
baby it's just like you
to say anything else. "

We're at the highlight of our relationship. That's what i think at least. We seem happier, friendlier, sweeter. The kisses get longer and i never want to leave your side anymore. We're total opposites, but that's what works. I love you , I love you, I love you. Never forget that (:

I met his friends yesterday. I felt nausious, scared, maybe even tortured. Now when i think of it, i dont know why. I kept ranting on about how pretty they were and how thin. You felt so bad for bringing me, but it was nice. For a change i got to meet his other friends. Ones he's shared stories with, memories, and ones who made him who he is today. I salute them, thank you. You did a great job.

At first i didn't know what to think .Like i said, i was scared. Nearly running myself up the wall with anxiety. I hardly knew anyone there, only by name or reputation. They were perfect. Like cut outs of a magazine. I was intimidated. They pointed and whispered, shifting their eyes around the room. It made me feel insecure. He grabbed my hand, and looked into my eyes. He made me feel safe again. We grabbed a plate to eat and at first sat
alone. One of his friends, invited us to sit with them. To start with, i was the odd one out. Everyone was so formal, and i merely made the cut as smart casual. In ragged jeans and my favourite converse, i sat there, listening to their small talk. Once in awhile in putting what i can. Just as i started to open up , it was time to go.

I said my goodbyes to those i hardly knew. Sher may, Sabrina , Ivan and Sim. We walked down Telawi street, hand in hand. The fresh breeze, brushing my hair away from my face. Never have i felt so comfortable.
We sat, we talked, but something was wrong. I saw it in his worried eyes, glaring up at me. I caught his face in my palms and pressed my lips lightly against his. As we both pulled away, he uttered the words "sorry" a syllable at a time. What was he saying sorry for. I was the jerk, it wasn't his fault. I hope you know that now. We walked together towards my dad's car, conscious about how close together we were. For the first time i hugged him infront of my dad. I looked up to see that prize winning smile. I got in the car, filled with butterflies. My dad didn't say anything, i felt like i could do anything.

I got back that night feeling like a million bucks. We talked for quite awhile, you were upset about your mum, and i listened. Helping in whatever way i could, the way you always do. Thank you for everything baby. I love you so much.

Now i'm sitting here, as times drifts away.
I'm waiting for you to call back.
I know you're busy.
But i want to talk to you.
I need to talk to you.
I need that voice.
I'm not waiting impatiently
That's childish.
I'm just waiting.
.....

<3>

Ms Kam :D

2009-02-19T03:16:00.003-03:00

HAHAAH i'm in ICT
and ms am doesn't know (:
here she comes
--

i have yr 9 ptc.

grrr.
haha.
end of school.
gtg.
love

<3
V

P.S
Ms kam accused adam and alloysius of being gay =0

[we'll make the great escape.]

Cupid's Day

2009-02-16T08:52:00.003-03:00

ELLO OUT THERE.
LOOONNGGG time no talk.
i know, i've been so busy.
With homeworks and essays.
Not to mention course work :(

So since i'm free , i've decided to report about my valentine's day
It started early, as i had a basketball tournament in ISKL.
we lost all our matches.
HAHAA.
we rock (:
and i got home for about 20 minutes.
i rushed out the door to get to Gardens on time.
Where i met Andrew (:
He was holding these BEAUTIFUL Orchids.
HMMM.
My favourite (:
We watched Valkyrie, all other tickets were sold out,
It was a good movie though.
We had dinner at the Garden's food court.
We had chicken Teppanyaki :D
He insisted on paying for everything =[
i felt so guilty.
But i had a great time.

Thanks baby.

I have awesome news.
I passed my Life saving exam today (:
i'm so happy.
and i even passed ALL areas.
:D
i was so exhausted after.

Well.. i know its been really long, but really
there's nothing to say.
so till the next time i blog.
ADIOS

<3
V

[we'll make the great escape.]

Count me in

2009-01-24T09:15:00.007-02:00

"Go on and play the leader
'Cause you know it's what you're good at
The low road for the fast track
Make every second last"

Ever had that feeling.
In a shop or in any given place.
That you're just walking...
You know where you want to go.
You know what you're looking for.
But it's just not there.
And you feel this emptiness.
This feeling that you're just lost.
That feeling that you get, when nobody cares you exist.
I felt that today.
That feeling where you just want to run.
Run for your life
and never look back.

I was in Mid valley today.

and in mid valley standards, it was quite empty.
surprisingly, there were still Chinese around.
We had 750RM worth of coupons to use from Metrojaya.
We had done our rounds and only used about 300 rinngit.
Well.. it's valid till December so.
Anyone like Metrojaya?

To be honest there's nothing much to blog about.
My dad gave me his iPhone.
My brother's Leaving to Uni on the 4th.
Karmern's party is on the 30th
and Anu's is the day after
I have tons of homework to do.
And on Monday we may go to frim.

My newest Addiction All time low - Dear Maria Count me in
Yoghurt (:
Chocolate Chip ice cream
Apple Applications.

Till i feel whole again i guess.
<3 V
P.S BANGKOK WAS THE BOMB
Gosh i love that city.

One last thing
GONG XI FA CAI

[we'll make the great escape.]

Save me

2009-01-12T08:26:00.003-02:00

"I've found you, flightless bird"

Today we has Life saving.
As i didn't participate last week due to Fever and some other issues
i thought it'd be pretty alright.
I was absolutely wrong.
It was tiring and hard work.
The 4 lengths of the pool killed me.
You think it's easy?! try doing it with extra weight, clothes =.=
It was exhilarating.
Other than that , it was fun.
I got to 'save' Emily and Ridhima (:
maybe one day i'll save your life :D

Sorry for not blogging much lately.
The new year has started and everything has just been BUSY.
On the 2nd was Kwek's Birthday party at Sunway.
Bunches of fun.
We all wen thome with spunt stomachs and twirled heads.
Then on the 3rd was Fungs and Aaron's Surprise party.
Again. Lots of fun.
Taboo was hilarious.
Maybe you and i should play sometime(:
i will kick your ass though.

What else to write about really?
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY.
2 months felt like 2 years you said.
I wish...
hmph.. well it's coming.

Ohhh
and i forgot to mention. Bangkok on Friday.
My dad's annual Company Vacation is in Bangkok this year.
Absolutely can't wait.
Except i miss paintballing at Hanif's party =[
Sorry abang.
Duty calls.
Well let me explain before you guys get any wacky ideas.
Seeing that my Dad is the boss of his firm, he felt that his company needed a break.
So once a year he takes them to the destination chosen by them for 3 days and 2 nights.
All Hotels, food and transport paid for.
Nice right?
And every year each Employee gets to bring 1 member of the family.
Last year, he brought me.
Well this year he's bringing my whole family.
It has really been awhile since our last real Family vacation.
There will be lots of shopping done.
And i'll try not to get burnt this time.
And i will bring souvenirs (:

At the moment, we have just started Interhouse.
Not very well shall i say.
Good luck on friday guys.
Heads up always.
GO SULTAN !
wait till football starts, then we'll show them (:

Well i have to go study now.
Sorry folks.
All go things have to come to an end sometime.
Till you save me.

<3>

[we'll make the great escape.]

Quickie

2009-01-01T06:33:00.003-02:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
have a good one
xx

Last year was absolutely awesome.
Thanks guys.
I love you all

2009 here we come

<3
V

[we'll make the great escape.]

Superhuman.

2008-12-29T09:21:00.006-02:00

"You changed my whole life
don't know what you are doing to me with your love. im feeling all superhuman you did that to me, superhuman heart beating me.
Thing has got me here with you. 'Superhuman' "

WOAH.
one week left.
Forgot to mention.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
sorry for leaving you guys in the blue
i've been busy (:

Starting with the least recents.
On the 21st we had our house warming.
FINALLY.
we moved in how long ago?
haha
.

Then came the 24th.
My cousins came to visit.
Bunches of fun.
They arrived very late at night.
SO naturally we didnt do anything.

On CHRISTMAS we all headed to PERTROSAINS (:

I may be 14.
But damn was it fun. :D
you should really go.

Then right after i got home, showered and headed of to Mr.Chins house.
Sorry folks. FYI his family knows =0
No pictures there =P
we were too busy.
My christmas present from him were 2 adorable hamsters (:

I love them <3

Then on the 26th we went to the bird park (:

That was amazing.
Birds i have never heard of were there.
It was nice.
AND LOTS OF LAUGHS.

The 27th came. and to be honest we didnt actually do much.
We lazed around and went to Batu Caves at night.
about 360 steps up down then up again to the final temple later, we were exhausted.
Our legs were shaking.
It was a great feeling though.

On the 28th.
My cousins had to leave :(
and i didnt even say goodbye.
I woke up at 5.40 , got ready and headed of to help out at the SPCA.
with Emma, Hyun , Katy , Jenny , Kon hao ,Toshi , Eric and Andrew

It was hard work. But it was so much fun. Malaysians are really bad at Jumble sales. Even at the lowest price possible, they will bargain. =.= Cheap scapes :D After that Emma and I hitched a ride with Andrew and his family. Having Emma sit on your lap for an hour sounds easy, But have you seen her bony ass It hurt. I lost feeling in my legs. FINALLY we reached his house. Him and i went upstairs ^^ and my bro picked me up a half hour later.

So christmas.
Very eventful for me.
How about you guys?
Fill me in.

You're my only weakness.
And if i could fly, i'd fly to you.

<3>

[we'll make the great escape.]

Bread&&Olives.

2008-12-19T09:54:00.005-02:00

WOW.
last night.
I saw the most amazing view on earth.
We were celebrating Kuppu's 15th(not yet) Birthday.
The restaurant on a hill called Bread and Olives cafe.
It was amazing.
Absolutely breath taking.
So beautiful that the camera couldn't catch its beauty
I loved it.
Thanks Brian.
Pictures are on facebook.

[we'll make the great escape.]

come&gone with joy

2008-12-10T06:45:00.008-02:00

Babe,
Speed bump numero one is over and done with.
And after this month, i still love you.
Good job Mr Chin.
I'll miss you like hell.
Stay safe.

ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU

I hope you know that. <3

Forever and always, Your cardboard heart next to mine (:

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
over again

Thanks for the bear
<3>

[we'll make the great escape.]

Siapa Menang ?!

2008-12-09T09:16:00.003-02:00

I'm pretty sure you guys are wondering who won for sports day.
Well .. today we found out.
and i will not keep the suspense any longer.
The winner was ...

Sultan
Sultan
Sultan
Sultan
Sultan
SULTAN ALL THE WAY BABY
<3

Good try guys , maybe next year (:
this year is ours.

GO SULTAN!!

Credits to

Queen
Chancellor
Crest

Good job guys.
[we'll make the great escape.]

Gym Class Heroes

2008-12-08T11:33:00.007-02:00

I love you all
<3

there was no order..
and there are MUCH more of you heroes out there..
but these were the only pics i have on my laptop at the moment.
sorry.
But you know who you are (:

Thanks for the memories.
They were actually ALL great

[we'll make the great escape.]

Bold,italic,normal.

2008-12-07T05:26:00.003-02:00

Instructions:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.(used to lah;)
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

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-Ikka
-Natalie
-Andrew
-Bianca
-Fung

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